Update in a long long time

its been a while since i last updated.

what had happened in between my last update?

let me see..

Happy for a bit, sad for a bit, happier for a bit, sadder for a bit.  felt really really happy then felt really really sad.

it’s life isn’t it

life has its up and down.

i read it some where, might as well share it with all

It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless u live so cautiously tat u might as well not have lived at all, in which case, u fail by default. It is how u get back up after u fails tat matters.

i always believe in life, you will gain some you will lose some.  when you lose some, think of what you have gained. 

Have you ever take a raisin, a small raisin and use 5 minutes to experience it?  bet you havent, have you?.  Normally i would take say half a second to swallow a whole raisin.  Try and take 5 minutes of the time and experience a small small raisin. 

the sweetness, the texture, roll it around your tongue and feel the wrinkly part of the raisin…..etc….etc….you would be so surprise to learn that such a small raisin can have such a big reaction from you.

learn how to appreciate such a small item in your mouth.  then slowly move onto a bigger thing, like a biscuit, like a piece of fruit or whatever. then move onto a much bigger thing like your computer, your speakers, then move onto your friends and family.  and now think!  clearly think and ask yourself, don’t you feel lucky to have it all?

it is our human nature to complaint about life, to complaint about what we dont have, but at the end of the day, think clearly of what you are complaining.  Do you know there’s a lot of misfortunate people in this world?  think of a guy who was born without arms and leg.  think of anyone who has their senses taken away from them without a choice, or any disease or illness.  what we fortunate people have been thru when saddness, they been thru even a 100 times worse than us.  and when a guy like my last post can be happy who are we to say anything anymore?

finally, share a verse with you all which i find comforting

taken from

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to god. and the peace of god, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hears and your minds in christ Jesus.

and yes when im weak and tired, i pray for strength.  it has helped me got over so many turmoil in my experience.

god bless.